There are stages in life to undergo, and the most challenging stage is knowing and accepting ourselves. I've been at that stage where I am surrounded with my personal insecurities, such as my skin color how I wish to be whiter, my height I want to be taller, and I hate my voice the way I speak, it struggles me a lot, people always bully me of the way I speak because I really have that bad sound, they even belittle me of the things that I do and they ignore me and most of them are my relatives, it hurts me a lot they don't know that I am struggling. My confidence was affected a lot, including family problems it really affected me in meeting other people, also my studies. There are times that I felt like I had no one to share my problems, my feelings, I am so scared to talk, to open up.
I am thankful that I had friends during my college who have been there for me, they inspired me, motivated me and shared their time. Because of them, I felt a sense of belongingness, and I came to know more about myself - where I am good at, what are those things that I can do so that I can at least please people to be friends with me, I quite learned to socialize to different personalities. And I survived college and was able to pass the board exam for professional teachers, I made this because of the love of people who've been there for me and because I have trust in Him.
The experiences that I have had, It's really hard to bear I am so thankful because I never thought of ending my life, I never give up. Guys whatever struggles you have in life I believe that you can overcome! If you feel no one loves you, God is just there, whenever you need someone to talk with just pray to Him, He will hear you and comforts you. There is so much you can do in your life, those who are insulting you will need you someday, you can help people especially youth who are struggling with their lives, be an instrument for them to overcome whatever personal insecurities or problems they have in life. If you feel you are very down at this moment, ending your life is not the answer. Someday people can see you, someday people will appreciate you, you can reach your dreams in life! If you are a student right now you will graduate and you can pass the board exam. GOD LOVES YOU and he will give you whatever you ask in prayer.
To all of you, please don't insult and bully someone just because you have a good life you don't know how much you affect them. Please just use your energy to help and inspire other people. There are many suicidal cases due to depression please be a hero for someone's life. Please be a friend, not a bully!
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